Time Heals All Wounds ......

2011 Wednesday, Feb 9, Sunny Skies.

Yes, I definitely believe that time heals all wounds, but the real question is, how long must I wait for it to start healing, let alone, to fully recover.
And, patience, unfortunately, is not one of my greatest virtues.
Since that sad fateful day, friends and relatives, near and far, had been putting forth their heartfelt condolences. And most often, I will hear them consoling me that 'Time Heals All Wounds'. For some of them, it has been a personal experience as well.
I know it's true because I have been through a few boy-girl relationships' heartbreaks and time did heal those tiny little cracks, in fact, it took only a week or two, and my dear dad was there the whole time to hold my hand throughout these so-called 'love ordeals'.
But nothing compares to this. This is major heart failure. I doubt my heart will fully recover from this tremendous loss. But I do hope that time will help lessen the pain that has been throbbing unceasingly along with my heartbeat.
I hope for that day to come when I can let go and look back on this excruciating bittersweet journey, and hopefully, by then, the pain will be more bearable. Again, I doubt it will ever cease being painful.
Until then, I hope I can carry on with life just like how he would like for me to live it ...... with grace and dignity, full of love and laughter, and most importantly, be a good person ~ as a daughter, a wife, a friend.
I know this would be his wish for me.
And he would never let me walk alone.
With sweet butterfly kisses,
Su Yi